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  I left work early so I could tell Simone the incredible news. I pull up the driveway and I hear some music playing out back. Simone must be swimming. I walk around the house to the backyard gate. I put the code in and enter. I walk over to the pool and Simone was swimming naked.

  I start taking my shoes off. "Well hello sexy."

  "Hey love. What are you doing home early?

  "Obviously I need to take off early more often because I'm missing out."

  Simone got out of the pool. She helped me pull my shirt over my head. I took my bra and panties off. I smile at Simone as she takes my hand leading me into the pool.

  I kiss Simone. "You are so beautiful. I am truly lucky."

  "I'm the lucky one. I got me a hot young thang."

  "Yeah I am hot." We both start laughing.

  "Have you heard from Terri? Simone asked. She told me she was going to call you."

  "Nope. She still hates me. I don't want to talk about it and ruin my awesome day. Speaking of awesome, I got a promotion with a raise and a bonus."

  Simone screamed in a high pitched tone. "Are you serious?"

  I started laughing, "Yes baby, I did. They created a new department and I will be running it, AND my bonus is seventy-five thousand dollars.

  Simone looked at me stunned. "I am so proud of you." She grabbed my face with her wet hands and kissed me.

  I could feel myself getting aroused as Simone put her hands around my waist.

  Simone got out of the pool. "You are taking me out to dinner,"

  I smiled at her and swam a couple laps before I got out.

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  "Thank you for dinner love." Simone said.

  "You are very welcome."

  Simone kissed me softly on my lips. "Where did you just go?"

  "I was just thinking, I still can't believe I'm with you. You are truly my soulmate. I've been waiting on you literally, all my life. Sometime I feel like that 16 year old who craved you. Now here I am at 29 and still crave you." I kiss Simone deep and lovingly.

  "I crave you too. Not just your body, but your mind and your love. You are mine and I am definitely yours."

  After dinner, I get in the shower and Simone joins me. I wash her body from head to toe and plant kisses all over her. She moans from my touch. I caress her breasts from behind. She tilts her head and I begin kissing her on the neck. She starts to grind her butt against my pelvis. The water is hitting us and it feels so good. Simone takes my hand and places it between her legs. She wants me to rub her clit. I tease her at first. She looks at me with begging eyes. Our eyes lock on each other. I start rubbing Simone nice and slow. The water and her wetness make her slick. I gently enter two fingers inside of her. She squeezes my butt and moans loudly. I start to go fast, but she whispers "slow down love". Her body moves to the rhythm of my fingers. We move from the shower to the bed. Our bodies are still wet from the shower, but we don't care. We are hungry for one another. From the first time we made love, we craved each other. I knew I was never going to be with another woman after Simone and I became official. We have sex, we make love, and we communicate with our bodies over and over again. I love her body... I love her.

  Simone traces my body with her fingers. She sucks on my breasts and rubs my clit. "How do you want me?"

  I could hardly talk I was so turned on. "I want you to sit on my face."

  She smiles at me as she gets on her knees, "I can do that for you."

  As I lay on my back, I lick my lips at Simone. She giggles and starts to crawl up my body. She kneels over my face and slowly lowers her body. I lick her lips from back to front. I wrap my arms around her thighs so she can't move away from my mouth. She leans back and put her hand between my legs. I open my legs wide for her. Simone rubs my clit in circles. It feels so good. I continue sucking on her lips and clit. It's hard to concentrate when she's rubbing my clit. It feels so damn good.

  "You're so wet. I want you to come on my hand. Can you do that for me love?

  I shake my head yes. Simone starts panting. I can tell she's about to come any minute. She keeps saying over and over again, come for me my love. She rubs my clit fast. I move my lower body with her rhythm. I love it when she touches me. I came hard, but I continued to lick and suck Simone as she grinds on my face.

  "Don't stop. I want to fill your mouth with my juices."

  I love when she talks dirty to me. She came right after me. Her legs were so weak, she plopped down beside me.

  Simone's body finally calmed down. "I could go for a smoke." Simone said as she giggled.

  "It was that good huh?"

  "It's always that good love." Simone said as she kissed me on my forehead.

  Simone cuddled next to me and laid her head on my stomach.

  I played in her hair. "You are so good to me." she said.

  "I aim to please. Plus you are so damn sexy."

  "I hope you will still feel the same way about me when I'm old."

  "Simone, I will ALWAYS feel this way babe."

  Simone planted kisses on my stomach. She always asks me that question. Deep down she already knows what the answer will be. I think she needs to hear me say it. She knows I'm hers... forever... for always... to infinity and beyond.

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  Tonight was my app party. I really wasn't feeling it. I hated being the center of attention. This will be the first time my co-workers and Simone meet. I keep her picture on my desk. No one has ever asked me about her. I guess they figured she was my girl. Simone walks over to me and fixes my bowtie.

  "You're looking good. You ready to go?"

  "Yeah. I'm ready to get this over with." I said.

  "This party is to honor you and your big accomplishment. I've never seen you like this. Why are you in such a bad mood?"

  "I'm sorry babe. I'm going to get it together. It's just... I just wish Terri was here. We've always had each other's back. She believed in me when I started working this new code sequence. She should be here with me. I know I'm supposed to be happy, but I'm sad."

  Simone pulled me close to her and hugged me. She touches my cheek, looked into my eyes, and tells me everything will be fine. She pats my butt and goes to the kitchen. She comes back out with two glasses of wine. She hands me my glass. "To you". We finish our drinks and head out to the party. The car ride was quiet. I was in deep thought about Terri. I thought she would've called me when Simone told her about my promotion party, but she didn't. I guess she really does hate me. We pull up to the building and park the car.

  Simone looked at me. "You ready love."

  I hold her hand and nod yes. When we enter the room, everyone stands up and claps for me. I smile and wave a gesture to stop it. Simone takes my hand and kisses it. I smile at her and walk over the stage. I am so nervous. Standing in front of a group of people talking, has never been my thing.

  "I would like to thank everyone for coming out. These past couple weeks have been so amazing. Anyone who knows me, knows I don't like attention, even if it's deserved."

  The crowd laughs. Simone had this look on her face like, "that's my babe." I could tell she was proud of me. As I end my impromptu speech, I see someone familiar walk in the front of the crowd and hold Simone's hand. She smiles at me and I smile back. I walk off stage and grab Terri in a bear hug. I held her so tight, I swear she had to pry herself out of my arms.

  "I didn't expect to see you here."

  "My mom told me about all the wonderful things that were happening to you, so I thought I'd come and show my support. We've been supporting each other over the years and I knew I had to be here for this. Despite what's going on between us."

  "Thank you for coming. It really means a lot to me you being here."

  Simone came over to us. She hugged Terri and kissed me on the lips. I thought Terri would cringe, but she didn't. She acted like it didn't bother her at all. We started talking about the old times. I haven't laughed like this in months. While we were enjoying our conversation, Mrs. Kennard walks ov
er and interrupts us. We could tell she had been drinking.

  "Jamie!" She yells. "Introduce me to you friends."

  "Mrs. Kennard, this is my partner Simone and my best friend Terri."

  "It's nice to meet the both of you. Jamie is the best around here.

  When I see her pretty face walk through the door, I get so excited. She looked at my breasts and licked her lips.

  Simone looked pissed. She was about to say something, but I jumped in.

  "Mrs. Kennard, we're about to leave. Enjoy the rest of the party."

  Mrs. Kennard could hardly stand up straight by herself. I told a couple of my co-workers to get her husband. He came and got his drunk wife. Everyone at this party was lit except for Simone, Terry and myself. We snuck out of the party and went home. When we got in the house, Simone went to bed. She had an early teleconference in the morning. Terri and I sat on the couch in the living room.

  "Let's get some junk food, a couple beers, and binge watch our favorite shows like we used to do back in the day."

  Terri laughed, "Let's do this for old time sakes."

  We grabbed all the junk food in the kitchen that we could find, some beer, and went to my old bedroom. We put on our pajamas and jumped in the bed. I turned on Netflix and we started watching Master of None, season 2, episode 8.

  "This brings back so many good memories." I said.

  "Yes it does."

  "I want to apologize to you. I should've told you how I felt about your mom way before we got into a relationship. I also should have told you we were serious. I'm sorry for keeping it a secret from you. I just didn't want to lose my best friend. I love you. You mean the world to me Terri."

  I started crying. Terri held me close to her. We sat there in silence. It seemed like the silence was forever.

  "Jamie, I'm not going to lie to you. I was pissed more than hurt. I know how you've treated women in the past. You were notorious for loving and leaving them. I thought that was going to happen to my mom, but I was wrong. The more I talked to my mom, the more I could tell she was in love with you. I could also tell you were in love with her. I'm not mad at you any longer. I want the both of you to be happy."

  I kissed Terri on the cheek. We both said what needed to be said. I had my best friend back. I will never mess this up again.

  Chapter 7

  Tomorrow is my 30th birthday and I am siked! Simone is throwing me a dinner party at a 5 star restaurant. She can't stop talking about my birthday plans. Simone should be a party planner because this is giving her so much joy. Or maybe it's just because it's me. Whatever the reason is, I don't care. Everyone will be there. My parents, brother, Terri, some co-workers and my closest friends. Simone took me shopping and bought me a custom fitted suit and a pair of shoes for my birthday party. For some reason she loves dressing me. I have to admit, she definitely has style. The way she dresses, screams sex appeal. My babe is definitely a hottie.

  Simone walks into the bedroom. "What are you smiling at?"

  "Just thinking about how sexy you are." I take my shirt off and reached into the dresser drawer to get a new shirt.

  Simone walks up behind me and begins to unhook my bra.

  I jumped and turned around, "What are you doing? We have a house full of guests."

  "I know but you look so damn sexy." Simone brought her mouth to my breast.

  "Babe we can't." I said.

  "We can if you be quiet."

  Simone continued to suck my breasts. I want her to stop only because I know how loud I can get. She backs me up against the dresser and pulls my shorts down. Then she takes her clothes off. We only have our panties on. Simone takes my hand and leads me to the bed.

  "Simone, right now we should be making lunch, not love. What if someone knocks on our bedroom door?"

  Simone doesn't answer me. She pushes me on the bed and stands between my legs. She traces my breasts with her fingers. She pulls my panties off, then takes hers off. The way she looks at me sometimes, makes me feel shy.

  "Simone, what are you doing to me?"

  "I want to see how wet you can get just from me looking at you."

  "I'm very wet so just touch me please."

  Simone kneels between my legs and pulls my body to the edge of the bed. She pushes my knees to my chest. Simone took her thumb and rubbed it up and down my lips. My clit was so swollen. I need her tongue on and inside me. Simone smiles a wicked smile at me. She knew what she was doing to me. She continued to rub me.

  "You are so wet love."

  "This is what you do to me babe."

  Simone kisses and licks the inside of my thighs. I couldn't take it anymore so I grab her head.

  "Whoa... relax love." Simone looks at me and starts laughing. "I'm going to lick and suck you until you are dry."

  Simone sucks on my lips. I let out a loud moan. I knew I couldn't be quiet. Simone sucks and licks my clit slowly. I can tell she is savoring the moment. She moans and tells me how good I taste. I rub her hair and tenderly push her face into me deeper. Simone places her hands on my thighs to open them wider. She was eating me like she was starving for my juices. I look down at her. Her tongue was licking every drop of me. She pushes two fingers in me while sucking on my clit. I could see from the mirror she was rubbing herself as well. Seeing Simone rub herself, made me excited and more wet.

  "Let me taste you babe." I said.

  Simone pulls her fingers out from between her legs. They were dripping with her juices. I take her fingers and put them in my mouth. I suck her fingers slowly savoring her taste. Simone watches me intensely. She buries her face further in me. She circles my clit over and over again with her tongue.

  "Simone... Simone..." That's all I could say before I came in her mouth. I was so loud.

  Simone put her hand over my mouth. "I had a feeling you weren't going to be quiet."

  Simone gets in the bed on all fours. "I need you in me."

  "What inch do you want?" I ask.

  "Surprised me."

  I go to the nightstand and pulled out the 12" inch dildo with a 3" circumference. I put it on and walk up behind Simone. I rub hand between her legs. She trembles from my touch. She was juicy wet. I grab the massive dildo and rub her lips back and forth. Each time, I push into her slowly. She grabs the covers with her hands. It was big, but I knew she could take it. I only had half of it in her. She looks back at me as I push into her. Her look is intense as she opens up for me; taking what I am giving to her. The full twelve inches are in her. She starts rubbing her clit as I pumped in and out of her slowly. She is taking all of it in. Her lips are stretching from the dildo. It looks so beautiful going in and out of her.

  "Am I hurting you babe? Do you want me to stop?" I ask.

  "Don't stop love. I've never been this filled. Just keep going slow, but don't stop. Keep opening me up."

  I continue making love to Simone slowly, making sure she can take all of it. She starts making this sound I never heard before. Every time I push into her, she made that sound. It started off as a quiet whisper, but then it gradually got louder and louder. I know everyone in the house can hear her. To be honest, I don't care.

  Simone whispered. "Pull out of me."

  I did as she asked. She pulled me on the bed and pushed me on my back. Simone grabbed the dildo and lowered herself on it slowly. I watched with amazement. Our eyes were locked on each other. She had it halfway inside her. She took my hands and put them on her thighs. She put her hands on top of mine and pushed them down gently. I continued pushing her thighs until all 12" inches were in her. As Simone was riding me, she took my hand and licked my fingers one at a time. I was wet and sweaty all over. The sound Simone was making, made me want to take her fast and hard. I flipped her over and started kissing her passionately while I pumped in and out of her. She wrapped her legs around me and pushed me into her deeper.

  Simone whispered in my ear. "I love you Jamie."

  "I love you, too."

  Simone grabbed my butt. "That's
it love. Just like that."

  Within seconds Simone came. Her body shook uncontrollably. She reached for my face and kissed all over it. She held me close and tight. I pulled out of her slowly. She closed her eyes and moaned. I rolled off her and laid beside her. She held my hand and played with my fingers.

  "What made you choose that one?" Simone asked.