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  "What are you thinking about when you look at me like that?" she asked.

  I smiled and shook my head. "I'm not thinking about anything at all."

  She held me close. We sat in silence for a while. I had so many emotions going on inside of me. I laid my head on her shoulder. She stroked my hair. It felt good and I was starting to really relax. I closed my eyes and thought about how I wish it could be like this forever.

  Chapter 2

  I woke up the next morning on Simone's couch with a blanket over me. I looked around the room and Simone wasn't there. I looked at my watch, it was eleven in the morning. I actually slept in late today. I got up and went to the kitchen to make some coffee. Simone was already there.

  "Good Morning Sunshine! Would you like some coffee?"

  "Good Morning and yes, I would love some. Thank you."

  "How did you sleep last night?"

  "I actually slept great. I can't believe I fell asleep on your couch. I hope I didn't snore."

  "You didn't snore, but you did make this purring sound." she laughed as she handed me my coffee.

  "Purring!" I started laughing too.

  We both sat down at the table.

  "Do you have any plans today? Simone asked.

  "No plans. I'll probably chill. Lately Saturday has become my lazy day."

  "Well I'm taking you out. You need to have some fun." Simone said.

  "What do you have in mind?"

  "It's a surprise so get dressed and wear something comfortable."

  Simone finished her coffee and got up from the table. She touched my shoulder and went to her room. I sat at the table for a few minutes as I finished my coffee. I wondered where Simone was taking me. I finished my coffee, washed both mugs, then I went to my room to get changed.

  I got dressed and waited for Simone in the living room. I had on red skinny jeans, a black and white checkered short-sleeve shirt, black toms, a black scarf, and my black snapback hat on. I looked like an androgynous poster girl. Oh, well. This is how I'm rolling today. Simone walked into the living room. I couldn't take my eyes off her. She had on dark denim jeggings, a fitted white t-shirt that was tight around her breasts, and a pair of sexy red heels.

  "You ready?" Simone asked.

  "Yes."

  "Let’s roll." She smiled as she winked at me.

  We pull up to what looks like a dance studio.

  "Are we about to go dancing?" I asked

  "You'll see when you walk in."

  Simone and I entered the building. It was a big dance studio. There were several people standing around talking. Some looked like they were couples. A man walks in and tells everyone to gather around in a circle. I think he is the teacher. Simone grabs my hand and we join the group. He tells us who he is and what we will be learning today.

  Simone whispered in my ear, "Don't worry, you're going to love learning how to salsa."

  I could tell she was excited. I was kind of excited too. The teacher had us line up and face each other. I felt uncomfortable being so close to Simone. She didn't seem to be bothered as she put her hand around my waist and pulled me close to her.

  "How are you feeling?" she asks as she takes my other hand.

  "I'm good."

  "Great!" Simone smiles and spins me around.

  "You're pretty good at this."

  "Thank you. I've been taking classes for a while. I love coming here. I usually dance with the teacher, if I don't have a partner."

  "Well I'm glad I'm your partner today."

  "I am too." Simone pulls me in tighter.

  Our bodies were so close together. As we moved together, I can feel every part of her body. I am so wet. As much as I like this, I can't take it! I can't wait until this is over.

  "Turn your hat to the back so I can see your eyes."

  I did as she requested. I smiled at Simone, but I felt so shy.

  "That's much better." Simone said.

  I picked up the moves quickly. I've always been a natural dancer. The class ended once every couple danced solo. Simone and I were the last ones to dance. The teacher turned the music back on and we started to dance nice and slow. Simone was so smooth. Her hands were all over my body. She turned me around. My back was against her breast. She started grinding on me. I thought my legs were going to give out. Why is Salsa so damn sexual? She was working me and my body was reacting. She finally dips me and the dance was over. She takes my hand and we both take a bow. The teacher wraps up the class and lets us know that lunch will be served next door.

  "So what did you think?" Simone asked.

  "I really enjoyed myself. I would definitely come again if you ever need a partner."

  "Good. I'd like that." Simone said as she gave me a hug.

  As we sat down, a man walked over to our table.

  "Simone Jefferson!"

  "James! How are you?"

  "I'm great now that I see your lovely face."

  Simone blushed, "Boy stop."

  "And who is... this?" James asked.

  "This is Jamie, my daughter's best friend. She's staying with me for a little while."

  "Nice to meet you Jamie."

  "Nice to meet you, too." I said.

  "Simone you look more and more beautiful every time I see you. When can I take you out again?"

  "I don't have my calendar with me. Give me a call later on tonight and I will let you know."

  "I will definitely do that." James said.

  "I look forward to your call."

  James said his goodbyes and left the table. Who is this James and why was she flirting with him? I know I have no right to be jealous, but I am. I hated him already.

  "So how do you know James?"

  "I met him at a conference. We went out a couple times, but our jobs kept us too busy to really date one another."

  "Oh, ok. Do you like him?"

  "I like his company and he's funny. He is also fine and has a nice body. He could get it." Simone slapped my hand and laughed loudly.

  I laughed a fake laugh. Just the thought of someone touching and being with Simone made me sick.

  "Why are you so quiet?"

  Her question brought me out of my trance. I shrugged my shoulders. She looked at me and moved closer.

  "You know that woman over there has been eyeing you since you sat down."

  "I know. She's not my type."

  "May I ask what your type is? Maybe I can help find someone for you."

  "I don't need any help. I get hit on all the time, by men and women, but thank you. And to answer your question, I like older women."

  She took a sip of her drink.

  "Oh, what do you like about older women?"

  "It's hard to explain, I just know what I like." I said with a little irritation in my voice.

  Simone stopped asking me questions.

  "You ready to go?"

  "Yes, I'm ready. Thank you again for taking me out today. I had fun."

  "You're welcome love." Simone said as we left the restaurant.

  At home, Simone and I were relaxing, watching a movie. We were on opposite ends of the couch, sharing a blanket. Her cell phone rings and she answers it cheerfully.

  "Hey you. You really called."

  I looked at her and rolled my eyes. She didn't see me though. She got up from the couch and motioned she would be right back. As she left the room, I paused the movie and sat there waiting for her to come back. After thirty minutes, I left and went to my room. I laid on my bed thinking about Simone. I definitely understand why this James guy would want to date her. She's intelligent, smart, funny, outgoing, gorgeous, and her body is banging. Her breasts would make a twenty year old jealous. I would love to suck on her breasts. I would love for her to sit on my face so I could taste her and lick her until she came. As I'm picturing this, I unbutton and unzip my pants. I grab my bullet from under my pillow and slide my hand down my pants. I imagine Simone riding me. I was moaning and moving my body in a hurried rhythm. As I was coming, I c
alled out Simone's name.

  I heard Simone say, "Yes. Sorry about that. I didn't..." She stopped in her tracks. "Oh... I... I thought you were calling me. I should've knocked."

  I jumped up from the bed, looking at her, with my hand still down my pants. All I could hear was the buzzing sound coming from my vibrator. I must have looked terrified. Simone looked surprised and taken back a bit.

  "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I kept saying as I zipped my pants back up.

  I still had the bullet in my hand, so I put it in my pants pocket. This time Simone was speechless. When she finally talked she said she was ready to watch the rest of the movie and went downstairs. I was left there looking like a complete idiot. I went to the bathroom and washed my hands, then went back downstairs. Simone was waiting. When I sat down on the couch, she started the movie. I didn't look at her the whole time the movie was on. I could tell from my peripheral vision, she was looking at me. As we were watching the movie, she paused it. I finally looked at her.

  "Did you call my name while you were coming?"

  "Yes." I said. I knew I couldn't lie, since I was caught.

  "Do you think about me a lot when you touch yourself?"

  "Yes."

  "What do you think about?"

  "Simone, I don't want to talk about it. I am so embarrassed you heard and saw me."

  "Ok, I understand."

  The room was completely silent.

  "Do you like me Jamie?"

  "What do you mean?"

  "Do you want me in a romantic way? Do you want to be with me? Be my lover?"

  I lied. "No. You're my best friend's mom, plus I don't have feelings for you like that."

  You could feel the tension in the air. Simone cut the movie back on.

  "I'm tired. I'll watch the rest of the movie later. I'm going to get ready for bed. Goodnight."

  "Goodnight Simone."

  I wish today was Monday. I don't want to leave my room and face Simone. Yesterday was a nightmare. I look at my alarm clock, it's already noon. I guess I was really tired. I go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. As I head downstairs, I hear a man's voice and Simone laughing. I wish I had some decent clothes on. Oh well, my hoodie and basketball shorts will do. I had my bikini on underneath. I planned on swimming to clear my mind. Plus I'm not trying to impress this dude. James sees me entering the kitchen first.

  "Hello Jan... Janie..."

  "Jamie." I said with an attitude as I cut him off.

  "Yes Jamie, I'm sorry."

  "No problem Jer... Jerk... James, right?"

  "Yes James." His smile went away. I could see from the corner of my eyes, Simone laughing to herself.

  "Hey Simone."

  "Hey Love." She calls me that sometimes. "Would you like some coffee?"

  "No, I'm good. I'm going to go for a swim."

  "Okay, James would you like a refill?"

  "I'm good for now, where's your bathroom?"

  "Down the hall. First door on your right."

  Hmm... James asking where the bathroom is, lets me know this is his first time over here. I wonder if she invited him over because of me. I walked past Simone and went outside to the pool. I could feel her eyes on me. Once I got outside I took my hoodie and shorts off. I turned and caught Simone watching me. She waved at me. I waved back.

  Simone came outside just as I was getting out of the pool. I wonder if James is gone. She grabbed my towel, walked up to me, and put it around me.

  "Thank you."

  "How was your swim?"

  "I'm not finished yet, but so far so good."

  I put my towel down on the lounge chair. I walked over to Simone and stood in front of her.

  "Is James gone?"

  "Yes."

  Simone started to say something else, but I stopped her in mid-sentence when I took my bikini top off. She stared at my breasts longer than she should have. We looked each other in the eyes. For a brief moment, it felt like she wanted me. I walked backwards and jumped in the pool. When I came up from under the water and Simone was gone. Damn! Why did I just do that? I know why. I was mad at her for bringing James here. I guess some would call it acting out. As I was lost in my thoughts, I heard the door close. I looked up and Simone had on a sexy bikini and was headed to the pool.

  "You mind if I join you."

  I was stunned. She literally took my breath away.

  "Come on in. The water feels good."

  Simone jumped in the pool and swam over to me. My back was against the wall and she was way too close for my comfort.

  "It does feel good. Do you always swim topless?"

  "Not always." I smiled a wicked smile at her.

  "Hmmm…” Simone said.

  "Do you like what you see?" I asked.

  I was feeling myself at this point. I mean, if she was upset, she wouldn't be in the pool with me. She swam to the opposite end of the pool from where I was. She turned around and looked at me.

  "Do you want me to like what I see?" Simone asked

  I started laughing and swam toward her. She was so gorgeous. The sun was almost down. The way the rays hit her skin, made her look like a goddess. She looked like a perfect picture. I pinned her against the wall. I was inches away from her. She licked her lips. I pressed my breasts up against her body.

  "Dance with me." I said.

  "Dance with you?" she looked confused.

  "Yes, dance with me."

  I took her hand and we walked up the stairs and out of the pool. I grabbed my cell and turned on some salsa music. I grabbed her by the waist and pulled her close to me. She looked surprised. I placed my hand on her back and untied her bikini top. She tried to catch it with her hands, but it fell to the ground. I looked at her breasts hungrily. I wanted to put my lips on them and suck on them softly. She tried to pull away, but I held on to her tightly.

  "What are you doing?" Simone asked.

  "I want to feel your breasts against mine."

  "I can't do this Jamie."

  As she's talking, I run my fingers through her hair. She closed her eyes and sighs.

  Again, Simone says, "I can't do this."

  "Do what? We're just dancing."

  I walk over to my cell and change the music to something slow. The sun has gone down and the "magical" lights are on. I walk over to Simone. I look at her intensely and I take my shorts off. I was now standing in front of her completely naked.

  "You are beautiful." Simone says.

  "I took her hand and put it on my breast.

  She didn't stop me. She took her other hand and placed it on my other breasts. I moaned as she felt me up.

  "How do I feel?" I said.

  Simon pulled me close. I couldn't resist this time, and I kissed her. She moaned as I grabbed her butt. Our kiss was long and wanting. I was so wet. I slapped Simone's butt and squeezed it tight. I took her hand and put it between my legs.

  She looked at me surprised, "I didn't know a woman could be so wet."

  She kept rubbing her fingers up and down and around my clit.

  "I want to hear you say my name again when you come." Simone said.

  She rubbed my clit harder and slid two fingers inside me. She was pumping her fingers in and out of me slowly.

  "Simone don't stop." I moaned.

  She started kissing and sucking on my neck. That was it. She hit one of my spots.

  "Simone, Simone... I'm about..."

  I came all over her fingers. It felt like come was running down my legs. She held me up as my legs started to give out. She kissed me all over my face, neck and shoulders. I ran my hands up and down her back. I put my hands on her waist and pulled her bikini bottoms down. She tried to stop me, but I kept on going. She stepped out of them.

  "Simone, your body is beautiful."

  She looked away and tried to cover herself.

  "Don't do that. Don't ever hide yourself from me."

  I grab Simone's hand and lead her to the lounger.

  "Lay down." I c
ommanded.

  She did as I asked. I laid on top of her and kissed her slowly. Her lips were soft and moist. I sucked her breasts. Soft then hard. She moved her body underneath me. I slowly planted kisses down her body. I spread her legs wide and sucked on her wet lips. She jerked her body, but I continued to kiss and suck on her lips.